The Fall

The drunk dreams

where is tomorrow, I cant see

when was the past, not near me

a drunk wild dream

The horse beats the drums

of the free

The sun, chases the gold,

The bull. eye of the moon,

The sailor said,

I forgot,

To who I prayed this time,

I forgot,

the sun or the moon,

again and again, all rose a new,

A saint, an idiot,

The saint prays,

the idiot gambles,

The saint has faith,

the idiot hopes,

the saint and the idiot,

both at the ends of the same table

Memory reads

only change is seen

And memory,

a gift to the wind

And the constant sight,

a gift to the sun

The light

The pirate dreamt

a drunk dream,

soft is the skin

velvet across the moss

silk weaves silk from now to new

threads across, threads tied to threads

thought to thought, letter to letter

ocean to motion

a wave rides a wave

and rocks unseen upon the shores

The sun turns to the new moon

and the new moon fades to the same sun

The stars align

And the waves carry,

And the breeze guides,

Across the bright fate of this night

the saint gambles and the idiot prays:

on two feet, on a ship on the ocean this time

Who is here and who is behind?

Who is me that rides this ride?

who rolls the time,

tames the tides, and

Who shoots the shot?

I searched for your eyes

A Simple sight

Speak, a Simple sound,

True or False

Wheels grind grains,

True to False,

Wheels grind words, meaning arise

True to False

False felt, unseen, undenied,

True discovered, 

boulders are never light on a shoulder

And All in all again, begins the time,

all rise mystified

True or False,

I searched for your eyes

wisdom, 

wisdom,

the ocean takes this ship

wiser than this

fear or love?

tears or smile?

and I heard,

choose faith or absurd,

Faith I replied,

Faith I replied,

faith in change

faith in sight

faith in light

faith in delight

faith in being

faith in meaning

faith in delight

faith in alive

faith in clock

faith in flames

faith in finite

faith in the might

faith in now

faith in this

faith in delight

Faith I replied,

True or False

right or wrong

Faith in faith

who dealt these cards

Faith in roll of this dice

who chained change?

who weaves time?

I pray,

grace grace grace,

Nots of nots,

Locks on locks,

chains of change

chained to the sea

change chained to the eye,

chains locked in chains

the veil shakes

beauty appears

beauty departs, a tragedy

The veil shakes

Absurd shouts

horror seen

horror sneaked behind

wields my hands,

wields the mind,

dance of deny,

No escape

from eternity

stones mindlessly floating in space

uncared for

untouched by meaning

meaning an absurd coincidence

absurd shouts

and I say I beg

I beg

and I say

No

I wont

No I wont​

faith in what?

I lost faith

I give in

in the face of the might, of the great,

the void, absurd

steals life, offers safety, a bribe to accept

for what? for what?

the absurd shouts in the distance

For what? for what?

I shout in the face of meaning

you ask for too much

absurd shouts

Cannot be found

absurd shouts

the shores you left

for the search of that land

absurd, absurd,

absurd shouts

Finite finite

live life

in chains absurd shouts

ignore, deny, delay

death absurd shouts

flowers on the seas,

they dont grow,

come back to the scorch of this finite land

flowers in wild

distant lands, you wont see, absurd shouts

Should I sail? 

or land on a safe shore,

and call this a day?

For a drunk,

a gamble is delicious

I gamble in faith

faith in being

that there is meaning

that these stories are not deprived

I sail

I see a storm and I pray

that its a test of faith

faith in test of faith

I am blind to ways back

and I forgot where I came from

Only way is way of the seas

a drunk dreams

where are the shores?

eyes examine blue by blue,

this blue and that blue,

for a grain of sand, a touch of gold

a drunk says

crucify me, for I gambled on you

I quasimodo, monarch of the fools

I robin hood, stole faith from the books

a drunk sails

waves upon waves

a full moon in storms

a bull, in the eye of the moon,

and a moment of breeze, of comfort

where is the destination,

when is the time

the drunk chants,

but dear,

its you and me,

hooo, hoo,

you?

who?

absurd shouts,

enough with sorrow,

long live, eternal bliss

The drunk replies

absurd silence

where have you gone to?

and are you searching too?

No use in words,

and I kissed and told,

but in good faith

in search of my fantasy

fantasy of who is worth beauty

and each eye was worth beauty

and each skin worth satin

and for each ear a siren

and for each siren a final kiss

a sailor dreams

A pirate of a kind

I sought the treasure

and I stole kisses from sirens

Bounty of the serpents

curved, on the shores

unsuspecting

rainbows,

In the prism of their scales,

mist rains colors

colors are light trapped in silver

one by one, they hear the waves on this ship

one by one, they join the waters

The sound is honey to my ears

and I surrender,

I surrender,

to their chants,

I surrender,

to their feast,

and I fell for all,

and for them,

I fell for each 

join the sea, I said

Join the blue, I said,

All body all you,

I was forgotten,

I was lost in the sea,

so who sees?

absurd shouts,

and I felt the fangs,

the toxin,

the toxin,

oh the toxin

my nectarine

These beauties,

unsuspecting,

slithering in the waters,

spins and spins,

each a taste of me,

and for each a toxin,

and with each potion,

a pain of a color

and for each wine, a pairing, a scene

a reminder of why I sailed

and I forgot,

each a reminder of a pain,

each a reminder of a desire,

a departure from found shores,

for the drunk, the wine, has no age

as old as time,

as new as a lost clock

where is my phone?

where is my phone?

what time is it?

its 3?

time is new.

for the drunk memory is fantasy,

loved or unloved,

unreal, is real.

what time is it?

heart bursts,

and the green runs in veins,

the horse gallops in the grass of the fields,

green upon green,

skies are blue,

deep oceanic,

and fire across the field.

waves around me, 

all slithering,

I have joined their feast,

raise a chalice,

to faith, long live the oceans,

hear hear I said,

words unsaid,

unheard unheard,

untold

They wore your beauty,

Their scent is not yours,

They dont know this blood,

They dont know this heart, 

gold is the measure,

the weight

unsuspecting sirens

nectarines offered,

wine shared

green is the grass,

rain the prism of your light,

and moon the silver delight,

green is the grass,

the sirens strings of fabric on a tree,

time for another sail,

The horse gallops in the field,

a drunk dream.

I sail and sail, the drunk said

siren to siren

wave to wave

searched for your scent

I am not ashamed

in the storm of the sea,

The treasure calls,

pour me a drink

raise the next glass

My lover, eve, beauty behind the veil

enchanter, my lost gem, too close to see

too far to feel

My moonlight, my silver delight, too far to see

too close feel

a drunk dreams

Brush in my hand,

Aha,

hand moves up and down

the cunning valley of repeat

in the clouds I caught you

I caught you, my sleeping beauty

and I enchant me,

I enchant hands and heart,

I become the magician alone in being,

insanity, raise the fires, and push the waters,

Hands, floating among the void

splash of colors around

and I told myself fairies,

and vollaaaa

there she is

the sleeping beauty

A drunk dreams